Spring Break Epiphany

I haven't been to school all week.  My own personal spring break I guess, since BYU dosen't think I need one.  Having this lovely week off has made me realize something:

I think I'm suffering from a combination of ADHD {Attention Deficit at HOME Disorder} 

and Senioritis.  And it's getting worse!

  

I have no desire to do my homework anymore - this started when I was in Provo, but now that i'm home there are so very many distractions!

there is cleaning to be done

movies to be watched

friends to hang out with

brothers to distract me, and distract me they do!

nails to be painted

stories to be told with my mom

errands to be taken care of

running buddies to work out with

 I should be reading but i'm blogging. When I should be doing homework I am playing.

Looks like i'm finally ready to leave my school days behind.  I'm ready for a new adventure... perhaps one with less homework....

Now I know why BYU doesn't give us a spring break. 

Bittersweet

Well, here it is.  The day has come.

Sometimes the only thing to do is cry - cry hard until you can't cry anymore.

And then be grateful that you LOVE someone so much, that you could possibly hurt this much when they are far away.

Don't mind my puffy red eyes, they heal.

The broken hart does too - it will just take some time.

I'm prepared to binge on chocolate and Vogue for a few days, and then i'll be able to face reality again.

All I have to do is survive 24 fast sundays and save every penny I earn and i'll be in Argentina with him soon enough. 

Cute Elder Landy-pants Holman

Gone for now

But NEVER forgotten. 

My thoughts are with you today sweet girls. 

My heart is with your family. 

I heard your song.

Thought of you.

Longed for heaven.

All my love! 

How grateful I am that families are forever! 

xoxo 

Puppy Party

Roxy had puppies! :) Needless to say, our house has been a lot of fun the past few days. 

3 of the 4 bundles of joy.

Family Night in the mudroom. Somehow the floor in this tiny room is now the favorite place in the house. 

Poor Jaden is sick, but the puppies still make him smile.

good morning

Me and my daddy on our favorite trail behind our house.

I LOVE running in the morning with the best running buddy in the world.  Being above the city smog, having the first footprints in the morning snow, listening to my rockstar running mix, watching the sun rise and the day begin, having my dad all to myself.... the list goes on and on.

What would I do without my morning run?!

goodbye january, hello february

goodbye Provo, hello Salt Lake City

goodbye 10 minute walks to campus, hello hour long carpool rides

goodbye hot chocolate, hello hart shaped sugar cookies

goodbye messy car full of moving things, hello newly cleaned home away from home

goodbye crazy guy with band practice in the basement, hello family full of boys that makes me realize he wasn’t all that loud

goodbye full family love, hello waiting for letters from Argentina

goodbye homework 24/7, hello job search and resumes

goodbye late night play dates, hello early morning runs

goodbye collage junk food, hello home cooked meals (yum)

goodbye black couches at the Tanner, hello old study spots at the U

goodbye one family dog, hello puppies (we can feel them rolling around already inside sweet Roxy)

goodbye dancing dreams, hello ballet class
goodbye byu spirit (sort of), hello gymnastics with the girls

goodbye january, hello february

 it’s going to be quite the month of changes and I’m excited to see where they take me

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